When I turned 18 years of age there was no need for God because of my decision to run with my self will to simply do as I saw fit, unrestrained. If another human being got in the way of my passion then it was my right to crush them. It was my choice to choose at times kindness or cruelty. Depending on my mood.
It took a complete defeat and a surrender at age 42. Lost in a world of empty bottles and great confusion my soul emerged from the dark abyss of self absorption and fear. God was found while sitting in my backyard nine years ago while pondering it all while gazing into the heavens as the rain came down from the gray clouds.
It took a complete defeat and a surrender at age 42. Lost in a world of empty bottles and great confusion my soul emerged from the dark abyss of self absorption and fear. God was found while sitting in my backyard nine years ago while pondering it all while gazing into the heavens as the rain came down from the gray clouds.
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